January 2011
feeling So Sorry;
I feel so sorry for you because you can’t get over me. There’s a difference between winning someone’s heart and being persistent in annoying others. There’s a difference between a liar and having not to trust the person.
freakyFact →
I recommend this particular tumblr because its so me and because it is decent. <3<3
Final January '11;
Ad so it is the final day of January ‘11. I recalled having to be in a Night Rider bus on my way home about 30Days ago, and now January is only left with less than 3hours.
So today it rained the whole day once again. All I had was a pair of jeans, a black tee, sweater and an umbrella. *And Dude’s sweater did justice ones again. “Thank You Dude!”
So back to January, the...
To Love Those, Who Love You Back;
Breakfast for Dinner
shikinne:
my breakfast became dinner.
people had kaya toast, half-boiled eggs and tea/coffee for breakfast right? but for today, i dont. i hate THAT FOR DINNER! HAHAHA!
anyway, what is wrong with us? had dinner already, den wanted to have JUST ice-cream. so J.Mus, J.Herdz and me headed down to swensen. in the end, we had 3 sides and EARTHQUAKE!
i guess FOOD-LOVERS like us cant resist SIDE...
Dude & Me, We're Just Friends. Seriously.
Sunday Pour;
When all I can see across is just mist from the heavy down pour, I knew it will be raining the entire day; And it did.
I start to worry when the rain does not stop because I have a strong feeling I will fall ill sooner or later. I catch a cool really easily because it has been the same way since young.
The day I see the Sun shining real bright and I feel the heat burning through my skin,...
C.E.A;
Feeling like crap. Exhausted. Annoyed.
U thought 2011 will be so much better, but it isn’t.
You S8;
I was out the whole Saturday. I was up early and I left early.
Dude had a mini competition over at the Queen’s and we were seriously looking forward to it for the past one week.
The rain poured the whole day and they had to do it at the void deck. There was bot much of any space, so I could not really have anywhere to stand aside to get any shot of anything. Nonetheless, that was not the...
Contrary;
Yes! I’ve been the meanest, selfish, contradicting and fickle girlfriend back then. I’ll be out with a guy friend and you’d be mad cause to you it’s a date, though it wasn’t for me. I got my friends the best gift for their birthday and you only got the most worthless gift on the shelves. I hugged my guy friends good bye, but to you is a reason for then to rub against...
“Retainer Face”
– Herdz
“Egg tofu for Lunch.”
– Herdz
Writing & poetry.: Other side of me. →
realmofthoughts:
Her scars tell a story, The story of her life Each one a different meaning, Each one a different strife Each scar deep Will silently explain Her struggle for an answer, Her struggle to stay sane Her life has no meaning, It only brings grief Her death is sacred, That is her belief The…
STRONG.
trinita:
She smiles everyday
Like there is nothing wrong
You would never know
What she does to be strong.
The secrets she won’t share
Hiding what she’s felt
Her own worst enemy
Playing the cards dealt.
She never removes her mask
She doesn’t want them to see
What she so cleaverly hides
From everyone to be free.
If you took a picture of her
Could you point out what’s wrong?
...
He wouldn’t stop and I’m crying. I know absolutely no one can help me stop this fuck ass annoying situation, but I just hope it’d stop right now. I don’t need this drama now. If only farhan is here to see how much he’s hurting and making me cry.
To Shop;
Raise your hand up high if all you want to do right now is SHOP!
damn! I really want to shop. I wanna change my wardrobe or at least get awesome you clothing i can wear to school.
Nonetheless, I know retail therapy sounds like a bad idea, but that is all o can think off right now.
“Don’t worry me now.”
– Herdz
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Solitary Please;
Right now, all I am is just confuse. It is obvious I have yet to have enough sleep with eye bags hanging off my eyes. I am mainly stressed up to the core. To think of education and what is next is just, ARGH!
It is also true that MFarhan have been texting me daily hourly and even minutely. He tends to annoy me but I try to be patient. I mean, I know he’s heart broken, I’ve been there...
Not Going;
So the decision has been made. I ain’t going Beijing.
Random Click;
I have been clicking on the RANDOM button on the too left hand of this page and it reminds me if every little thing that has happened in my life. I could picture every event so clearly. Nothing gets better than that.
Than again, there’s always a few bitter in life that I’d rather just forget it.
Till then, take care.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESLIN!!!!”
Goodnight Again & Again;
Herdz: On a random note, Good night Dude! Sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite! :)
Dude: Hey. Goodnight Herda. Miss hanging out with you!
Herdz: Aww.. Miss hanging out with you too :) But you do realize we just met last fright right? Hehe. We'll meet again real soon.
Dude: Yah. It feels like a long time. Are you gonna come on Saturday?
Herdz: I have a few question before I can truly answer to the question. What time is it?? I need to ask Mummy first, so I need to know the basic details.
Dude: I think must be there at 11am.
Herdz: Okay. I'll ask Mummy. Do you think I should bring a friend along? Or will I be just fine?
Dude: IDK? hah. If you don't want/not comfortable its okay. Hah!
Herdz: It's not that, I've never been to such an event before. So I'm like, What Will It Be Like? :/ I wanna go, but I just don't know what to expect. Get what I mean?
Dude: Hah! Don't worry. I'll try to be with you every time. haha.
Herdz: Awww... Awesome. Okay. I'll ask mummy tomorrow evening aite? :)
Dude: Ok update me kay. Haha. You go sleep la. Good night Herda. Hopefully you doing okay.
Herdz: Right back at ya!
Dude: Forever Young.
Herdz: Forever Young. ???
Dude: Its a song la. I listening. Haha. Being random.
Herdz: Haha! Ouhokay! Totally caught me off guard on that. Haha! Is it the: Forever young, we'll be forever young. Or something like that?
Dude: I think so. Haha. Whenever you on the computer you check it out la. hahahaha.
Herdz: That's a great idea. I spend 90% on the computer and checking the song will make it 91%. Okay lame. I know. I'm starting to be cranky already! Safe journey home Dude. If you're home, already, thennnnn..... GOODNITE!
Dude: I'm otw home already. So sleepy. haha. Goodnight again and again.
“I have plans to keep my hair long, or at least longer.”
– Herdz
That awkward moment when you still cannot...
