December 2009
Perfect Storm;
This was the watch MinahZann got me. I feel like a Blue Ranger now. haha!
I wished I was as strong as Blue Ranger.
I am have a cold.
I sneezed like a thunder.
I drip like rain.
I think I made myself a perfect storm.
Tomorrow’s New Year’s Eve, sounds like another Countdown on my sofa.
Choco Day;
Today i celebrated my belated to the core birthday with Zann. She treated me to fried calamari and choco fondue!!! Woho0o!!
Thank you babe!
then after it was the cake ceremony,a choco *mose, candle blowing and the unwrapping of gifts. hehe.
Yea! you heard me right,giftS. The first one was suppose to be a joke/mangkok moment for me. She got me a box of chocolate, I was like “*???*”...
Love Dove;
Herdy: I love you b.
MFarhan: I love you more.
Herdy: Forever?
MFarhan: Till death do us part.
As Expected?;
I am hurt. My holiday starts with the alphabet “S” and yes! That is it.
Xmas All;
My day started of really bad.
But it got better after a flew my kite till it tore. hahah!
To all, Merry Xmas.
Weak;
I am not capable of walking tall when I am left alone. But I am capable of protecting myself from being a fool. I usually stand a few feet away from all of you so that I am unpredictable. So that you are unable to find and hurt my weakest point.
I am strong and weak at the same time. I am capable of saying shouting and then breaking down infront of you. That’s just me.
So far, I have...
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Talk Lap;
Today I had a superb day out with Hubbi. I’d like to save the details.
Today isn’t the 17th and it does not only have to be the 17th where things get special with for us. To me, or at least to us, Everyday Is a Special day. And to me, every meet up will be like the days i was with him, Butterflies in my stomach.
I always know I could turn to him anytime, and that is why he is Mine;...
Lines I Love;
Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren’t complete
If you weren’t by my side
You’re my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There’s no darkness I can’t overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who’s my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I’m so proud
So proud to be your girl
You...
UnMeetable;
Its so hard to reach Zann these days. the only way I get replies are when I call her. Making her forced to pick my call up. Shoe is down right busy with her part time job. Tomorrow I have a free day and I am not booked. I am down right upset for wasting my one vacation like that. Though I may have driving in the morning, other than that, my Monay will continue to remain BLUE.
I can’t to...
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Xmas;
Me: Kak, we are like the elves and Kak Nur is the Santa. Because we help her wrap while she gives them out.
Rafizah: Then what do we get?
Me: The Joy Of Wrapping.
Both: *laughed out loud. :D And went back to wrapping gifts.
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Kawanku;
Shirin, the midnnight chat with you was dang fruitful. Though we haven’t seen each other for years, you’ve yet to changed. We managed to catch up so much. you told me your drama stoies and I tell you mine. I wonder how’d it’ll be when we actually finally get to meet up.
Its amazing how after so many years, we still stayed in contact.
Babe, remeber, 8digits away!!
Miss...
FMY;
Today was the greatest day ever of 2009, except for the day Hubbi got me Hubbian Junior. Today I went out with family; me, brother and Mom. Dad ain’t around in town. I miss him, I really do. I can’t remember when was the last time i actually head out and had fun with him, becasue i was too busy and he was mainly out of town too long to count.
Today I managed to finally get somethin...
Gees;
When I thought you are true, and I needed someone to talk to. You push the issue on me and only pity one-side. You barely cared about my pain. You dare say to me she just lost someone, so? it doesn;t mean she has to ruin my day right?
All I asked for is just one day.
You told me that I never turned to you when I should. The thing is, I did and I tied, but none have been available. And if I...
Know Me;
Do you really know me?
MFarhan always ask me why I always Bother Trying To Do Something For My Friends When They Do Nothing At All.
i wonder the same thing too and I have stopped trying.
I know a friend who tried making it my day but turned it all around to her day. !FUCK ARH! Then why you even bother. !FUCK FACE!
Feedback Form;
Name: Herdawati Dwi Liyana
Gender: F
Age: Teenager
Concerning: My Birthday
Feedback:
I know I have complain so many times before, but I would like to repeat. I hate 2009.
I cannot stand looking at happy faces on FB.com when my friends celebrated with such joy with their friends that actually remembered and bother of their birthday, while my Birthday suck to the core. Seriously, I could cry...
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Hello Honey Dear, I miss you dearly. Yesterday was hilarious where by I received a texted from you saying something like, “goodmorning b, good luck for your test. if you cannot do, think of me, then lagi you cannot do. haha!”. Its a inside joke where by I tend to not be able to concentrate in my work when he is around me. SO yea. :D
He tend to get all cuddlywith me, and I...
Thursday Break;
Tomorrow my classes are canceled.And I hvave the whole day free. As much ass I want to have plans, I can’t compromise with my friends. I am not willing to spare my half day when I can go out the whole day, so I hope ya’ll understand.
Tomorrow is minahShoe’s birthday, Happy Birthday Babe. Currently, minahZann is unwell. Shirin’s eye swollen. And Balqis has school. So how...
So Fine - Sean Paul
Honey, this song reminds me...
Peace;
I know I have no right to this this up, but I have the right to tell ya’ll how I feel.
MFarhan’s close friends just passed away last Saturday when the two of them where on the bike and a car hit them. Not MFarhan, I meant his friends; Funny Poses and Afiq. Funny Poses and Afiq are bestfriends and the both of them are DBH’s close friend. I have read all DBH’s status and...
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Once Again;
We all know how Mondays can be for us BLUE, however, today was special. Neither of us were close to blue beause the Test was and Open Booked and we were all happy guppies while we walked down to the South canteen to have alittle something to munch. However, Noni doesn’t seem to be very herself today. Today, she is rather PEKAK, I suppose? haha! She could barely catch a single word that...
Warning Letter;
I hate the tapping system in NYP. Seriously, I attended for both the lectures and they are marking me as absent. So very dang unfair. I have to admit that the one on the 29th October ‘09, I was on MC for that morning. SO annoying!!!
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Take Note #13
I am annoyed with people trying to prove themselves right when they are wrong. Aaron hurt me once again. Twice in a row. If yesterday counts, then it is three time in a row. Now, the only thing that defends himself from being pointed at it to talk about the My Bad Past. I mean, its the past, build a bridge and get over with it.
He promised never to talk of the past, but he did. What the hell is...
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My Friday;
Yesterday was the first day I had my driving practical and I was great. I was dang nervous and the intructor had to talk about unrelated stuff to make me calm down, cause my left leg would not even step on the clutch becuase they were shaky. ahah! But the first class was fun. =D I mean driving the car on my own? That got to be my first. hehe.
MFarhan had to work yesterday and I was so scared...
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Noni;
Its amazing how a single lady could be. She admits how often she have for a guy, but at the same time have reasons for them. She gets all excited when she tells us about her crush and then think back that she isn’t ready for one. For now, all she wants from a guy is to make her laugh when she is down. I suppose he found one as such, but she still doesn’t know if she is ready.
No ones...
“Down to ride ‘til the very end, it’s me and my boyfriend.”
– Beyonce: ‘03 Bonie&Clyde’ feat. JayZ
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My Butterflies;
Before I start with anything, I would like to inform all of you that MFarhan will be serving his NS on 25th February 2010.
Honey dear, today we were lucky. We managed to meet each other eventhough it was only for an hour, and I still love you the same. the NS news caught me off guard and I should not have reacted the way I did yesterday, I am sorry. However, I have every right to break down and...
It got worst;
Hi!
So life’s tough. Mum always say suffer now and easy in the future.
I have hopes and dream: I want to go to the Bahamas, I want to get Mum that bunglow, I want a small car of my own for convinient sake, I want a job that I love, in fact I have alot I want to do in life before I die.
You called me and told me about your Big News. I was happy because I was more like worried for you, at...
Its getting harder;
25 February 2010.
I wanted you to do that 6months.
You do realise that is barely even before my year-end-holiday.
You do realise I won’t be free till 6thMarch right?
I have every right to have time to take in those information.
Easy;
I could not study Japanese Oral because I was worried to the max. I expected a call or a text, but none arrive till 11pm. Then again, I know studies’ studies and leisures’ leisure. You made it sound so easy, but it really isn’t. Try only being able to contact through my home phone.
By the way, I cannot wait to meet MFarhan tomorrow; Today’s lil’ brother ET’s...
WatchThese is what I do when I am tensed with school work. Watch Silly Cousin Baeisely.
Drama?;
So much drama.
I am not proud of today’s ITEngineering tests.
I am not proud of my Innovation Project presentation.
However, i am proud that my Monday is ending soon.
Though my weekend was packed with studies, I barely had any clue of whatsoever shite was going on in my textbook/notes. Totally sick of do something not having it in my head. I have a few more tests lined up and Two Weeks...
friends;
dont really know where to start.
Glasses On;
I had my glasses on for 80% of the time today. There was alot to be done today. there was the collecting of the Serviced Vacuum Cleaner, the depositing of cash, the payment of bills, the buying on uncle’s advance birthday gift, the rush back for family meeting and the rushing get-readys for my Aunt’s wedding in the evening. Only now, I manage to settle down on the bed.
I am miss...
December, End Of Year;
It is amazing how time flies so very quickly. I suppose the only enemy that I truely have right now is Time. There is so much to do and I am always busy doing this and that for school. I barely have TV time.
How ever, I am looking forward to Rose’s annual party. Then again, hoping it will be during the semester break and not after it. Next Friday is minahZann’s party and...
fairy;
Dear Sugarplum Fairy,
I am tensed, stressed and rushing through everything with my studies. Not that I am doing it last minute, but even with one week advance, I am unable to get prepared for the upcoming tests. To top that, I am given new assignments and project to have done; and I learn something new everyday. there is so much to learn, meaning there will be alot tested. I am freaking out. So...
Busy;
I have not had the time to update only because I have been pretty busy. My head hurts so much by the time the clock strikes 9.30pm and I still had alot to have done before the semester break.
I barely have the time to talk to MFarhan and I miss him dearly.
MFarhan managed to give me a call before he headed out for work. Every night I hugged Jr. because I imagined Jr. as MFarhan. I know that if...